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Dear Meghan

Its been a long breastfeeding relationship with you. I love it when you smile with your head nodding asking for Nen Nen time. I love it when you waited for me to give you Nen Nen time at night. I love to hear all funny noises you make during feeding.

Knowing you are my last born, I would love to wean you off naturally, following your will, without any cries.

But i think its time to stop now as you are not able to sleep well, waking up looking for Nennen couple of times and you would latch for the whole night. There are also decays on your teeth which left a tiny hole at your front tooth. My back are soaring from the side feeding every night. Tomorrow will be your first night sleeping without me around since you existed in this world.

I hope you can take it well. Love you

 

Mummy

 

 

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she danced like a bird, always the star of our dance..

she sang like a star, soft and full of emotions..

she acted like a pro, always the main character in our dramas..

she gave speeches, story-telling.. like no one ever had done at our school..

she inspired others, she was idolised by the juniors..

she loves details of things she saw.. the earrings on the performers, the shades on the mountain, the colors of the river..

she is a perfectionist.. she picked the most perfect photos for her ig..

She is a wanderlust.. she been to every continents and experienced the most..

She is my true friend, she comforted me with a pat on my shoulder.. she always there for me.. she never turns me down even i requested her to do things she didn’t want to… she listened to me.. she defended for me..

you are now gone.. just like other super stars… you are always the brightest star in my heart.

我的女儿。。明显的比哥哥调皮。。比哥哥好动的多。。比。。比。。比。。不比了。。

你有你许多特别的地方。。

你会特别喜欢做出顽皮的动作。。

你会特别喜欢跳。。跳水也没问题。。

你特别勇敢的溜滑梯。。

你特别会打报告。。

你特别会关心人。。那天你多自然的拿了一瓶水放在正在吃面的我的面前,之后你继续吃你的面。感动到妈妈快流泪。。

1. Went to Taiwan and attended the Buddhist Children Teaching Course together with a lot of wonderful people from Singapore and Malaysia.

2. Deeply touched while visiting an orphan house in Taiwan

3. Official teacher in the Buddhist Light International Association, Brunei.

4. I am seeing someone now 🙂

5. Visited Borobodor

6. Visited Old Folk House in Seria Brunei

7. Double Promoted to Yellow 2 Belt from White Belt in Taekwando

8. Attended Autocad Class

9. Worked as a Part Time Lecturer in Diploma in Computing.

10. Shifted home twice due to Land Erosion

11. Went on a Hen’s Nite Trip to KK

12. Went through a tragic with my family

13. Can cook white fungus dessert now

Is a shamed I didn’t complete this post.. I have no idea wat I suppose to write.. Posted after 10 yrs

昨晚。。10/4/2017

昨晚,你突然把我抱得紧紧的。。揉着我的脛,过了5分钟,我想解开,但你抱的更紧。我们这样待了很久。。孩子呀,妈妈要谢谢你现在把我放在你心里最重要的位置。。妈妈也很想永远这样给你抱着。。有一天,你会长大,有一天妈妈会老去,也会离开你。。你要记得妈妈即使走了,我们母子的关系永远都在。记得,想妈妈时,吃吃妈妈爱吃的食物吧。。拉面,干捞面。。帮妈妈吃,帮妈妈享受好吗?妈妈爱你。。祝你五岁生日快乐。。

第二个孩子

也许是年纪大了,想生第二个。。倒没像第一个那么容易。。试了一年半多才成功。。所以是难得的孩子呀!

我当然是希望生个女儿。。渴望是从和一个朋友妈妈交谈中燃起的。。她说媳妇永远不会变女儿。。在媳妇家住多不自在呀。。

要去泰国游玩的前几天就和儿子老公去照照宝宝的性别。。但我把握也不大,因为肚子形状的尖尖的。。但还是带着希望。。在停车场就叮咛宝宝,待会脚要开大大哦。。万万想不到宝宝是个女宝宝!

待续。。。

36岁了..

36 岁咯。。
目前还可以骗人说自己26岁。。白发有两三条。。
钱没有赚多啦。。可是还觉得自己不太差。。
目前还是没有太大的人生计划。。旅游计划比较多。。
嫁人咯。。两个小孩咯。。觉得自己最幸福的地方就是爸爸妈妈都还健在。img-20161208-wa0063